Mountains spread before me. The river cuts them apart. The morning sun yawns and slowly rises. I lift my coffee. My two hands cusp its warmth. Deep breath and peace in my heart. I pray. I seek. Early in the morning, in my life, in the conversation, I seek God.
His word says give. His command is to love. The law says purity. I obey him and I am happy. All my heart searches for him. I study in the library, feasting on knowledge. Listening in class, Science is his creation. Attentive in speeches, charity is his work. I want to know his good. I want no compromise in my life. When I eat, it is of the fruit he provided. When I speak, it is an outpouring of the knowledge he provided. When I clean, it is of his blessings. And when I laugh, it is joy that can not be contained. I want others to look at me and see you. I want your principles to radiate from my life’s obsessions.
I am young. My body is healthy. My body is fit and handsome. Young women notice me. Pretty girls flirt. How can I stay pure? I have hidden your word in my heart that I might not sin against you. I think about you when I am tempted. I have disciplined my eyes to look away. I have trained my mind to look for goodness, to call it out, and to praise it. Even though I am sought, I have already been won. I am untouchable.
A crowd forms around me. They follow my example. They have wandered away like sheep and you find them. I rebuke evil that preys on others. I listen, I feel, and I cry. A beggar lacks the training so easily given away. A nagging child needs the discipline her bratty spirit craves. A neglected life begging, begging for love, one soul alone can give. I want to see. I want to give. I want to heal.
A conspiracy forms against me. I will not wander. I meditate on your principles. I am overwhelmed by the power that swells within me. Disgrace is among the people that lie about me. So short is their conniving plan.
I have determined to follow you. Teach me, O Lord. Give me understanding. I will put it into practice. I walk in your path. I ponder my direction. My eagerness is for you, not for money! Blessings are poured out on me. All this world is lavished upon me but it is not my fulfillment. It all is at my fingertips, it all, I give away.
Forever you stand firm. My lips burst in worship. I live to sing your praise.
I, Caroline, long to be that Psalm 119 boy. So easily, Lord, you provide that life for me.
What a beautiful way to express your heart’s desire Caroline.
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THANKS! ☺️
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Beautiful words in article. You represented your filling nicely.
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Thank you!!! 😊
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Caroline, such a beautiful summation of the heart of Psalm 119’s author. The longest chapter in the Bible and you expressed this prayer, wonderfully. I love it! Thank You Lord for Caroline and may many be touched by her work for Your glory!
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Thank you! God is awesome!
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Yes He is 🙂
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And you’re quite welcome 🙂
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Truly inspired words.
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😊
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Me too, want to be that boy. Thanks for sharing.
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Hope we can help push each other in the right direction!
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The image you created is a solid one. I love this. And I aspire to this goal. thank you!!
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I am sad to say that most of my life is running after this world and empty things it has to offer…..when I read the psalms, I realize how short I am selling myself and how much more Jesus has to offer!
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This is the prayer I just had with the Lord this morning. My son left at 5:30 to meet with his CO for the Marine’s. I pray for rich blessings for him as he follows the Lord, has kept himself for a future wife, and is kind and sweet and so giving. Thank you for this Psalm. Thank you for your posts.
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As a Momma, Oh! How deeply your comment touches me! It is so so so hard to let go of our children! But it sounds like the Lord has used you and he has worked in your son’s life to make him an amazing man….now sit back and watch what the Lord does!
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Thank you! Always in prayer that my children and all of us stay on His path! Rich blessings for you today, Caroline!
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Hi Jessica – I didn’t find your about info on this blog though I visited your Gravatar and I am much inspired by your credible strength. You are a definite fighter. You are a cancer survivor. I just want to wish you all the best in your life and I hope that you regain your full potential eliminating all the cancer threat out of you forever. Good luck and all the best.
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Jessica! Splendid as you are. You’ve written a beautiful line – I have trained my eyes to look away, my mind to look for greatness. a neglected soul begging for love.
You are impeccable!
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Thank you naveen! You are kind!
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You have such a beautiful way with words!!!
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Thanks!
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Amazing, encouraging and challenging. A beautifully written post Caroline!
Rolain
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Thank you Rolain!
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Love this word…thank you Lord!
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😄😃😀😊
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Wow. I am speechless. Man this is some good stuff. Almost made my eyes water. 🙂
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Have a great weekend!!!
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You too!!!
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Beautiful xx
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Happy weekend!
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Beautiful, Caroline. I hear you. It is a challenge to live in a world full of darkness, but with the Lord, it is easy. He changes us from the inside out. How can we not love Him with all our hearts? He is the pure One and He gives His life to us. Bless you for your beautiful writing.
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Hugs sister in Christ!
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