I am a writer, a lover, a Friday night dater, a snuggling in front of the fire perfect momenter. I love those sacred moments in life where my heart and soul go “ahhh” and life is complete and has so much meaning. I love those moments when I feel inspired and my fingers tingle and my heart sings and my face can’t hold in the smile. Holidays are the best and opening presents and a home full of yummy groceries. I cherish Saturday mornings when I’ve woken up first and the house is clean and breakfast is cooking and I am sitting reading a book. Starting off on the first day of a family vacation, getting a new puppy, that surprise shopping money in the mail, and date night kisses.
But sometimes it is Monday and it is cold and raining and I am driving home to clean a dirty house. Sometimes I have a doctor appointment. Quite often I have hurt someone’s feelings or said something mean or started a fight. I don’t like to sit in that moment of things not being right. Every now and then I burn dinner, don’t get everything checked off my “to do” list, or get irritated with my husband. Sometimes I am stuck in traffic and I am running late. I’ve gained weight, scratched my new shoes, gone over budget, or forgot to pack Madison’s water bottle for school.
Sometimes I am just clocking time. And when I find myself where I don’t want to be. I remind myself that I am so thankful to have just that: this time that I’ve got. So, I take a deep breath, I apologize, I drive in the rain, I start another load of laundry. I serve. I do something for someone else. I do something to remind myself that it is not all about me and parties and always getting what I want. I make a list and I clean my house. I think about the spring time. I turn on worship music. I read a verse. Because if I just show up to work, I’m getting paid by the hour.
Caroline Hendry is published! Please click on the link below for more information or you can find Beautiful Life with Cancer, Hope During the Hard Times and Spiritual Flesh and Blood on Amazon (Kindle edition available)
be positive and stay true
give your self a goal this will help you
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sit down and take a moment each day
say a little pray and ask god for his help today
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you can beat this
you can keep smiling to
and battle through
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those dark clouds of illness
will one day pass away
and you will then shine brightly once again to
feeling better when sun shines on you
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good luck my friend
i wish you every hope
and that you feel better soon
ive had cancer
but ive been very lucky to
i was told to give my self a goal
at the start of it
and now ten months
later i have one too
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be brave be happy keep smiling too
say these words
you may be a cancer your trying to destroy me to
but i am much stronger more positve more powerful than you
go away cancer go away today
your night going to be me
i am going to fight you each day
when this is over i will be smiling to
cancer defeated and i am winner too
you wont be me never not anyday
I am ready to do battle with you
my prayers to god will help me each day.
from kevin in portsmouth uk
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Wow! How beautiful! Very very encouraging words! 😄😊😃👍
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my pleasure hope it helps you .
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my goal is to sing for second time
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wow! what type of singing?
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only a beginner caroline i wrote ans sung a song live for a wedding once as wedding gift she left me after nine months .so had a couple lessons now iam teaching myself snd practising a lot .i can sing some elvis songs some neil diamond and few others havent sang live since weddding that was first time but had a audition britains got talent in october that was my second time singin but didnt get through to second auditoin going for xfactor in february got to get through two auditions first then its up to them i to decide if i go live.as i say i am only a begginner but have suprised my friends so far.its dream one day hope will come true
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That is so neat! I am by no means a singer! I have joked about it before on my blog. If i could pick a natural talent i wish i had, it would be singing! Well, you have my vote! Keep me updated!
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if you search through http://www.myheartsingspoetry.com the song is on there in lyric form called a song for you with today my heart is singing singing this song for you in the first verse,but you will have to search back to 2012 on blog ive written other songs since in lyric form on there also have another blog which is my main one http://www.4valentines4words4poetryfouryou.com .have a read if you fancy may inspire you more and help take your mind of the cancer.good luck from kevin in portsmouth uk
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You are a gifted writer, and you never fail to make me think.
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Incredibly meaningful words! Thank you!
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This is beautiful writing. Perhaps having the bad moments is God’s trick as well – to make one appreciate the good moments in stark contrast.
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fine sentiments.. thanks for this fine blog
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Thank you!!!
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I love this post. I’m currently enjoying summer vacation at the beach and have started to think about the mundane on my return. I guess it’s those more mundane, irritating things that make the good moments all the sweeter. x
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So true! Enjoy your vacation!!! LOVE the beach!
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Money in the mail, hun???Nice. That’d be a nice surprise for MY day! I usually get bills. 🙂
Your posting is an excellent reminder that we just need to keep putting one foot in front of the other and “show up” on days that maybe we’d prefer staying under our comfy covers…I soo can relate, Sweetie. I recently had to “air out a few brain cobwebs” myself. Maybe it’s that time of year. As always, holding you close to my heart and in my prayers.
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Thank you friend! Hugs!
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Beautiful. My prayers are with you, ma’am. ^_^
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thank you!
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I guess when it gets down to it, we just pray that the good days outnumber the bad, and then take them as they come. God bless, and will read you soon.
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so very true!
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I’ve always wanted to write about Christianity. I’ve got so many inspiration but you got doing this. http://wp.me/p4s405-3m
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thank you! …..go for it!
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Reblogged this on zzflowz's Blog.
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Beautiful post! It’s always better to think of time as a friend, not an enemy. Redeeming your time well and basking in those glorious moments with gratitude makes all the difference 🙂
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Thank you! Hope you are having a great wednesday!
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Hi Beautifullifewithcancer, Great post! Just wanted to let you know I have moved my blog mitalikalra.com which you were following to rougelle.com. Hope to see you there 🙂
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check. i followed your new blog. thank you for letting me know!
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There are so many times I think to myself, time why do you hate me! It seems like I am constantly trying to get things done so I can finally sit down and enjoy a movie or a cup of hot chocolate. Why do fun things seem so much better when the house is clean and the check book is balanced? They just do! I can’t even tell you how much I relate to this post. Sometimes I just remind myself that those dishes will still be there and time with loved ones is more important. As always, thank you for sharing! :))
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we all agree and yet it is so hard to change! just knowing that everyone struggles is so much encouragement, like you say, to put the dishes down and spend time with my family. The dishes won’t age but my daughter will! The dishes will wait but she won’t! and which is more important? thank you for convicting and challenging me!!!
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Yes we have to always remind ourselves that is not all about us. Thanks for sharing this Caroline.
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