Murder and suicide. Betrayal at every turn I take. This world can be so scary. I find peace. I will cling to peace. This world is not my home and heaven awaits me.
I study and I strive. I do my best to be success alive. But I fail and I fall down the ladder I am doing my best to climb. He picks me up and he dusts me off. He is my strength when I have none.
When I give up and I let it be all him, he gives me what I’ve been dreaming of all along. The world laughs and the world taunts and the world pushes me down. People get so angry, they hate when I speak his name. But he is my everything. No other offer can hold a flame.