“How are you doing today?”
I smile and return the polite gesture, “just fine thank you.” Hold it in Caroline. Hold it in. I slide on my sunglasses a little early just incase a tear escapes.
I collect my bags and exit the store. The sun is finally shining. It has rained for so many days now. But even the sun can not hide the Fall season and the wind blows to remind me.
Almost desperately, I dig through one of the bags that I am holding and from the bottom locate what I am searching for.
Two simple bead bracelets. Black beads in the shape of bats. I made her costume this year. Being new to sewing, this is my biggest project yet. It took me a while but I finished it just in time for her to wear it to the Fall Festival. I will never forget her smiling proudly when she told her friend that her Mom sewed it. One bracelet for me and one for her.
I finally reach the car and grab my phone. I have to write. A tear finally escapes and I do my best to push it away before the whole damn dam breaks loose. But I can’t write about this because I am not ready to talk about it yet. Please don’t ask.
One of the great things about our God is that He knows so i don’t need to. You are in y prayers today.
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THANK YOU! I do believe in prayer and that is what I need.
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Praying! May you feel God’s presence in all that you do – He IS there!
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Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. That is what I need
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You have my prayers too, Caroline. I think often of your situation and know that you are a living example of faith, so you know that God will see you through this. Love you, my friend.
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Amen! I needed that prayer.
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And you know, He caught that tear…Psalm 56:8. Hugs, my friend.
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Oh thank you!
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Oh, dear. Please don’t be afraid to cry – I always find it such a relief. The shower is a great escape for me. I do hope your day turned out better — prayers to you my dear.
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Thank you very much. I am saving the cry, but it will escape. And it will feel good when it does. But I can’t face it now
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Lord, put Your arms around her and hug her into Yourself. Heal her broken heart.
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Yes. Please Lord.
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Amen
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Sending prayers your way. I know the Lord can comfort your heart and guide you through this difficult time. He knows, and sometimes, that is enough…when God is all you have, He is all you need. 😉
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“When God is all you have, he is all you need”. I NEED HIM!
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Praying for you… just hang on. He is there even when you can’t feel Him or hear Him…. there is a song by Sara Groves that you might like to hear/watch… “Hello, Lord.” https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bd2nAWoS_j0
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LOVE that song! And I had never heard it before. Thank you for sharing! Meaningful words and such a soothing melody!
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You’re welcome. It always seems to minister to me when I’m going through something, and I just don’t know what to say or do. 😉 I’ll be praying for you.
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THANK YOU for your prayers!!!
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Prayers and heavenly hugs to you. May our precious Lord and Savior wrap His mercy and grace around you and give you that peace which passes all our understanding. In Jesus name we pray. Amen and Amen!
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Peace that passes understanding. Yes! And amen
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He will be on your side..brave it up, you inspire me a lot and I have started to believe in god , but before I was in confusion, conundrum and pain! So if you can bring about such a change in your readers, he is going to bring the change ,beautiful changes in your life:)Hang in there:) and you will know:)
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Your comment means so very much to me! Thank you for an amazing encouragement! Praise Jesus!
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You always inspire me. You have such a way of expressing yourself even when it hurts so much to do so. ❤
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You have become a friend so it hurts to know that you are hurting. But alas, I am male and don’t really know how to console you. Therefore I will handle it the best way I know how….”A three legged dog walks into a bar and says, “I’m looking for the man who shot my Paw!” Just a little chuckle to brighten your day.
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It did make me chuckle. You are a friend. And I am very thankful for your encouragement!
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Hello Caroline, I am new to your blog and do not know much of your journey but I pray Psalm 121 for you at this time.
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THANK YOU! Great to “meet” you!
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